So im sad today. Which here lately really isnt all that abnormal. Took the kids out to see the fireworks last night and found myself so sad. All I kept thinking while watching Jacob that I will never get to see Rowan's face light up the first time she sees fireworks. sigh... I swear everywhere I turned I saw pregnant women and that should be me!!! It should be! It's not though and I think I have done pretty good accepting that.
I took a job hoping it will help my mind not dwell on my situation but it dosent help, here lately all I can think about is her. They introduced a new jewlery line on my first day of work called the Family Cycle jewlery collection and one of the necklaces is a medallion with a Rowan tree on it. What a cowinkidink! She is everywhere I swear!
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